Reason(s)

It was little darkness and mild light outside the window,Lower hand of clock was between 5 and 6.I realized that i managed to got up little early in the morning,which normally remains post 7.I counted factors,The reason,reasons.My opinion says whatever things occur,right or wrong,favor or against,timely or untimely,It happens for a reason,the single reason.We blame sometimes other and cite 10 no of reasons,excuses to prove 'self' correct.Nothing in this universe goes because of two reasons but only reason.If we cannot manage the reason for the conclusion,we go for reasons.The reason finally termed as primary reason.There could be other factors which contributed to things happen but what exactly caused finally is The reason.

Life is all about correcting mistakes,Find The reason if committed wrong and correct it.

Yaad

yaad agar aaye to kya karu,yaad dil se na jaye to kya karu.Kah do unhe hum karenge intezaar antim saans ki,agar wo pahle na aaye to kya karu.Kaha fakra hai puri zindagi ki,par wo ek lamha bhi na laye to kya karu.mushkil badi hai dil ko samjhane ki ,dil na mane to kya karu.yaad agar aaye to kya karu,yaad dil se na jaye to kya karu........

Missing my queen

Some time you require one second and sometime several to realise once absence. Now I am at position to share few wonderful feelings i experienced in recent circumstances. i met ,i knew,i experienced................. when u feel wrong thing even right,,,, bad thing even good,bottom thing even top...... it means something around u have changed completely ,,, i used to wake up and see is she there? on google face plate,noooo.. may be invisible... often system tells me yes also.Now i may pass full night even waiting for her and still think abhi tak nahi aayi....... well still that makes me so fresh as it may be...The day Nov. 27 is still very fresh in my mind which gave me extreme feelings.Day passed and counts reached to 500+ after that.Even after such high counts after being paired i am waiting my queen to come and be with me... actually how can i complain to my god when i also ask to him for a wonderful future of her.i wanna see at a great height where i can feel extreme proud and forget those pains encountered when being alone.Sometimes i dont understand before the day when she was not there i dint feel any absence,,,, then why now??????? If i loose all my things to get her,will be less.Ye kash word bhi bada ajeeb hai.. kash aisa hota to kitna accha hota,kash aish hota... U dream something,it gets fulfilled ,still dont be happy very much as it is only the beginning of beginning,End of beginning and end of end is still left!!!!!!! Love ????? It is simply a feel which comes from subconsicous mind and u dont need to force urself that u in love with........ I will redefine it.. when same songs start playing on my Lapi which is my mobile ring tone ,I search my mobile to check call from her.Coming back from office i check first my cell for any missed call,msg.Waking up at morning i call first to grab 5 mins of her before she leaves for office.Asking daily to come on cam.Love is all about missing some one despite u have everything and no need to miss.When ur favourite things,time pass become also distant.Oxford dictionary dept should list a single word similar to love but with deep focussed.Existing word not define completely the real condition.I just want to say darling i miss u ,miss u badly!!! and i can waste my lakhs of seconds for ur one sec of talk.waiting for u,u come soon and be with me......................................................